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Hello!!! Yes i'm fine thank you. My uni life is as stressing as usual and i'm pretty chill.

Btw, i have a new haircut! It's my first time having a short hair in my own will (?) LOL. Actually, i'm pretty satisfied with it and i think i look better now lmao. After experiencing broken heart, cutting my own hair feels like freedom (?). (i mean the balloting result, not in romantic sense lol) 

But hey!!! Arashi has proved that they won't stop only with [and more]! They gonna have Waku Waku & Exhibition too this year. So i braved myself and make a planning to attend those two events. 

I have raised enough savings (tho some things just happened to happen in the right time, a.k.a LUCK) and i am confident i can survive for 3-4 days in Japan without my parent's money (CLAPCLAPCLAP). I have booked a real cheap hostel that is super near to station and within 30-minutes reach to basically everywhere that i am interested to go. Btw i am planning for Osaka (22 Jun-17:00 & 23 Jun-11:00). Bcs the next week i'm gonna have final tests (shit), i have to make a real packed schedule and not so many flight options :(
I really really hope that i will hit it this time :') (AMENAMENAMEN). May God bless me.

Bye! (my hand hurts so i'm gonna stop here)

PS. I'm gonna open PO for Waku Waku 2019 goods (regardless from i'll hit or not :") ). I'll upload the price list as soon as the goods list revealed! Stay tuned~

as the title says, i'll talk about the ballot result that came out today.

in my previous post, i wrote that i balloted with one of my friend from twitter for the second leg of Arashi 5x20 Tour. today is her ballot announcement bcs her FC number is early. let's just jump into the conclusion, her ballot was unsuccessful. yes, we lost our first chance hahahaHA! at first i didn't know what to feel, bcs all of it felt so surreal and i think i wasn't quite ready to know the result. but after a few hours of scrolling through twitter and seeing how many people got hit suddenly i felt sad. the fact that my result is out in 2 weeks makes the whole thing more nerve-wrecking. i want to hit of course, but i don't know if i deserve it or not. aaahhh this whole post is going to be full of negative vibes if i continue this hahahah. let's just think that i have to hit for the sake of my friend too! she must feel more devastated and sad than me. i hope i can get tickets for us! please God, let us win it *praying so hard*.

i will start my part time job in March, but right now i'm already doing some of my work. i decided to give my boss(es) my best work so that they won't be disappointed with me. wish me luck for the ballot and for my work! ^^

i think that's all for now! bye~~~~~

merry christmas from Indonesia! and happy 5x20 from Arashi!

( merry 5x20~ )