my very own place

This is my 3rd term in uni and i'm already regretting my life choices.
I don't feel like studying accounting anymore i think. Maybe i distract myself too much lately. Idk. Or may be i should transfer to another major and to ANOTHER UNI overseas. New environment would be nice.

And great now my mood is getting worse bcs i have to wait outside in the scorching heat standing in front of minimarket and breathing smoke bcs of someone's nonsense. GREAT. Great work in keeping me tense, keep up the good work! 😒

(sorry for my random rant)

Ugh i want to go back to Japan and not have to face my real life.
I can't help but compare how things are so different there and here. I guess having a bite of my dream life has gotten me smitten to it. I want to go back to those sweet times 😧
Usually i'm not used to rant about my life but sometimes it's necessary to do it. We should not pent those stress up! And eventho i have Arashi and my fangirl life to distract me, still those sick feelings are not comfortable to have.

Ah and also i saw news that said earthquake hit Hokkaido this morning.  I have a friend there and i hope she and her family are safe. Also deep condolences for Hokkaido citizens and casualties. I hope things will get better soon. (for both of us) 😌