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yes, this is about the ballot result
Mar. 1st, 2019 07:38 pmas the title says, i'll talk about the ballot result that came out today.
in my previous post, i wrote that i balloted with one of my friend from twitter for the second leg of Arashi 5x20 Tour. today is her ballot announcement bcs her FC number is early. let's just jump into the conclusion, her ballot was unsuccessful. yes, we lost our first chance hahahaHA! at first i didn't know what to feel, bcs all of it felt so surreal and i think i wasn't quite ready to know the result. but after a few hours of scrolling through twitter and seeing how many people got hit suddenly i felt sad. the fact that my result is out in 2 weeks makes the whole thing more nerve-wrecking. i want to hit of course, but i don't know if i deserve it or not. aaahhh this whole post is going to be full of negative vibes if i continue this hahahah. let's just think that i have to hit for the sake of my friend too! she must feel more devastated and sad than me. i hope i can get tickets for us! please God, let us win it *praying so hard*.
i will start my part time job in March, but right now i'm already doing some of my work. i decided to give my boss(es) my best work so that they won't be disappointed with me. wish me luck for the ballot and for my work! ^^
i think that's all for now! bye~~~~~
in my previous post, i wrote that i balloted with one of my friend from twitter for the second leg of Arashi 5x20 Tour. today is her ballot announcement bcs her FC number is early. let's just jump into the conclusion, her ballot was unsuccessful. yes, we lost our first chance hahahaHA! at first i didn't know what to feel, bcs all of it felt so surreal and i think i wasn't quite ready to know the result. but after a few hours of scrolling through twitter and seeing how many people got hit suddenly i felt sad. the fact that my result is out in 2 weeks makes the whole thing more nerve-wrecking. i want to hit of course, but i don't know if i deserve it or not. aaahhh this whole post is going to be full of negative vibes if i continue this hahahah. let's just think that i have to hit for the sake of my friend too! she must feel more devastated and sad than me. i hope i can get tickets for us! please God, let us win it *praying so hard*.
i will start my part time job in March, but right now i'm already doing some of my work. i decided to give my boss(es) my best work so that they won't be disappointed with me. wish me luck for the ballot and for my work! ^^
i think that's all for now! bye~~~~~
